Monday, February 14, 2011 | 9:47 PM

I haven't done a post on my ord, so this shall be one coming right up. It has got to be the best thing that happened to me over the last two years. Duh. Yep, even better than getting my license or any other mini events that can make my heart flutter over. Initially, I thought the feeling wouldn't be as great since I have already rested for 1 month and gotten used to it. Thanks to all those irritating recalls during the last week, which I managed to ignore/ck through, my ord was made even more valuable to me. I can honestly admit that the number of friends I made over the two years can be counted with just two hands. Which is why my ord is kind of different from many others. I don't regret or feel any form of remorse over that. That moment where I stepped out of camp, of liberation and freedom, is just beyond words could describe. I felt like I was human once again.

Then the following day, I attended the ord function as a full and pure civilian. Despite seeing the faces of those old faggots and fellow NSF idiots who made my life miserable, my anger towards them was suddenly resolved. I just felt that it was enough, and I could do with just living my own life. Their presence has got nothing to do with me any longer. So that was how two years of frustration went off. I bid that place that enslaved me, tortured me, made me inhumane, goodbye. For good.

The course of two years also taught me another important thing, that I should cherish my life for the good things I have constantly neglected. I am happy with this present state. At any period in life, there will be people who don't like you, gossip about you, or spread rumours about you. No matter whethere they are true or not, life still goes on. Forgive, forget, and start living for yourself. :)

Ok, Hokkaido trip coming up in two weeks time, and after that, work at LV begins. It will be another challenge coming right up. But I see more light for this one. xD