Wednesday, January 20, 2010 | 9:24 AM

1. I wish life can be a blur.

2. I think I'm sadistic in a way. I derive self-contentment from mishaps of others. I really dun mean to do it, but it still happens. When I come to know of terrible life stories, I get super upset. Then I realise how fortunate I am and try to be contented with life. Despite that, such contentment never last long. Maybe a day?

3. I should start to focus my energy on 'living in the moment' now, rather than thinking about other future possibilities.

4. There are some songs I can never bring myself to listen again; they are like emotional torpedos. They kill.

5. January was blown away. A whirlpool of friends swept by. Thank God.