Today being the last day of the cursed year 09, I feel kind of obligated to leave a note here. I'm thankful that 09 is drawing to a close, and thankful for the few friends who stood by me and offered much much help when I needed. Fair enough, I'm much closer to what I wanted. Not that I've reached it yet, but it beats just sitting on the fence and not doing anything about it.
Christmas didn't feel like christmas this year. The festive kind of atmosphere wasn't here with me, and christmas just zoooomed past like that. So today is new years eve and it makes me look forward to CNY, for the first time in many years.
Driving has taken a toll on my mental health. I really have no idea what wrong buttons I've pushed that made my instructor flare up so easily whenever I make any mistakes. At times I really feel like swearing KNNNNBBBCCCBBBB right in his face. I hope he realise I'm not as psychologically stable now. If I ever do that. I will be eternally sorry. =(
December was a rather cool month. I could see the changes coming about and I hope it will progress smoothly from here. Right now I can only hope march comes fast, and hopefully I can see the real change then. As I mentioned, it was a cool month because it was nothing like november, but I spent almost every off day meaningfully.