today is a physical + mental torture. my arms and legs are on the verge of breaking apart. bet i can do 10 pull ups and run 2.4 within 9 mins now. lol lol. my mind, in the state of confusion, that i can hardly think. i need a rest. concert with soka symphony orch just ended. all the practices are finally worth it, and i feel i've gained new insights too. with one less commitment now, i can set my mom at ease, so she will stop nagging at me for spending too little time at home. co camp starts tmr. but i doubt i'll have enough energy to enjoy the camp alr.